I consider myself as a LOSER

I will never be able to laugh without crying inside.Everyone thinks I’m okay now. But the truth is, I’m not. I’m not even close. I think I would give my life for you. But now there is something, I can't discribe. I am nothing. Really.And Sometimes I stay awake late at night hoping you would ask me to go hang out…But in my dreams I am interesting, brave and good enough for you. So breathe, close your eyes, and smile even when your heart screams with pain. But thethe truth is, I’m afraid of LOVE.